Always a bridesmaid..

Nah, this was the first time.

Hey guys!
I've missed you so, so, so much these past days and there's been so much going on and I just haven't had the time to write. For those of you who don't know (which most likely is 95% of you), I have seven siblings. One biological, same parents, two half siblings who I share the same dad with, and four stepsiblings, also on my dad's side.
These past eleven days I've spent sick, I've traveled to my dad and I was a bridesmaid at my oldest sister's wedding. It was completely improvised, I didn't know it until the evening before and I was very, very nervous. Another one of my sisters were supposed to be the bridesmaid but due to circumstances she didn't show up so I took her role instead. It was fun, I guess. I don't really like people, or standing up, or standing up in front of people, but it was such a small thing to do to make my sister's wedding move along as planned.

Besides the wedding, I spent the majority of time there with my brother Eddie, who's older than me and actually knows how to drive, unlike me, so we had fun and explored the woods and went ghost hunting at night. I love scary stories, I do believe in ghosts and the paranormal and all that, but I don't like the idea of provoking said beings. But it was fun, we saw a dog, a hare and a bunch of deer. And an abandoned church which was scary as hell.
During the wedding party we left early because it was loud as fuck, there were games and drunk people everywhere and it was just a no from me.

We went back to my dad's place, we played monopoly, watched a couple of scary movies and went to sleep.

Now, there's some things that I'd love to address on this blog but I can't because it has my real name on it. Don't get me wrong, I love my name, but I'm the only one with this name so I'm not really private or anonymous with it which means that things I say can easily be traced back to me. As you guys might know, there's been a pretty big, sad situation concerning my youngest sibling and it's been hard on the whole family, but depending on how the trial that's coming up soon goes, I might be able to write about it, which I desperately need.

I've also just gotten done with Stranger Things season 2, which was fucking amazing. If you haven't seen it then I highly suggest you do. Now you know what I've been up to and why I've been away, so I'm back home and back at my writing and Netflixing. See you guys soon!



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