Birthday and more!

Hey guys!
So obviously I've been up to some stuff since the last post, the biggest thing being my birthday. I turned 25 last sunday (April 29), which has been something I've been dreading for so, so long.
I always had this vision that I would know what I wanted to do with my life once I turned 25 and that I could just relax until then, so I haven't done jack shit with my life up until this point. And then.. 25 came along, and I still don't know what I want in life. So these past... 4-5 weeks has been really hard on me because I've been under so much stress and pressure, but now I'm at this point where I'm like "oh well, guess we'll just have to take it from here then", like I can't rewind time and figure things out before 25, so I just have to live in the moment, which is incredibly hard.

I do have some plans though so I'm not entirely lost (right now). I do still want to write, which I haven't done lately, but I've figured out that I'm much more of a creative person rather than an author so creating new projects and coming up with new stuff all the time is something I find so fun, so I think that maybe that's my skill instead and that I could somehow work with selling my ideas rather than write all of them myself.

To celebrate my birthday I have started to take my life a little bit more serious than I used to, starting with cleaning up my room (I'm sounding so childish but ok..), gone through all my clothes and put some stuff away. I want to grow beyong who I used to be and put the childish things away, even if I don't throw them out.

Basically this is where I'm at right now; I'm trying my best, I've been under so much pressure lately so my page hasn't been a priority but I'm working on it.

Have a great night, guys ❤️

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